To anyone who can shed some light or provide some positive words - thank you in advance. I have suffered every single day for the past 8 months.
I am a 24 year old extremely fit individual from Australia, who before this, was very happy with life.
On the 9th of August 2017 at 6:00am my life changed forever. I had just spent 3 days in bed with the worst flu of my life and I thought I had recovered enough to go to work - big mistake. Halfway during the journey I felt incredible dizziness - the world was spinning. I pulled over, threw up, and could no longer continue.
I went to my GP and he prescribed Stemetil - a vestibular suppressant which I no longer take - this is perhaps one of the reasons I have residual symptoms as it has slowed down the compensation process - I took 15mg daily for about 1 month.
I have seen two neurologists, an ENT, and a vestibular therapist. All of them believe this to be vestibular neuritis. I have done all the blood work (both from the GP and neurologist - so yes thyroid, B12 etc), a brain MRI, Spine and Neck MRI, ECG, audiology and neurological examinations - all normal, if not better than normal.
I have been told I am completely healthy and that only time and VRT will be the cure. Whilst I feel much better than when this initially happened thanks to VRT and naturally going about my day - I have some very dark days and the symptoms do not let up. Simple things like moving my head to look at my computer screen and walking among stimulating environments with bright lights and lots of people - make me feel terrible.
My symptoms include a constant sense of unsteadiness, dizziness when I turn my head (no longer vertigo like the initial attack but more of an comfortable lag), a sense of pressure in my forehead, and all the various anxiety related issues - which I have been addressing with counseling (I am no longer afraid of my illness).
If anyone is out there who has recovered from Vestibular Neuritis to feel 'normal' again - I really need your words right now. I am grateful, so very grateful, that there is nothing neurologically or terminally wrong with me - but this terrible illness is really diluting my confidence and joy for living.
I am open to the fact that this will take another several months to get better - but I need to know there are people out there who do beat this to get back to their normal lives. After 8 months of suffering - I don't know how much longer I can do this.
I will be seeing my neurologist again in 2 weeks to request caloric testing and a test for evoked potentials - I have not yet done these tests. I have also booked in to see the best neurologist in my city next month.
The neurologists and ENT are strongly convinced this is Vestibular Neuritis and nothing more sinister. I have not had any other symptoms - no muscle loss, no fainting, no numbness, optic neuritis, strength loss or anything else neurologically driven.
I will keep fighting but I really need a supportive community to shed some words of wisdom. Thank you to all those who read this.