for couple days i have been feeling very worthless down and depressed. i have shortness of breath, fatigue, tingling, sometimes feel off balanced. i dont care about my relationship anymore i just feel empty and alone. no one understands me. idk what to do. i hate my job my living situation my family i just domt know what my purpose is in.life. this is a heavy feeling i have weighing on me that i havent had in a while. for years i dealt with anxiety and im tired of it. tired of the trips to the doctors, the calling in sick on my job or pretending im ok at work. i cant remember the last day i felt normal. im hurting.
you need support right now. anxiety and depression go hand in and. i know the feeling, like a black hole.
you do have a purpose in life, we all do. talk this over with a counselor. it can really help. if u really need to talk, call this number 24/7 . its confidential.get help for this. so u can feel better. 
800-273-8255