Making myself sick

Hi I keep making myself sick by allowing someone to con me out of medication just about every month. Go through nausea vomiting diarrhea shakes sweats among other things. The withdrawl is horrible. Then I start smoking a lot and gag. I can't figure out why I keep doing this. I am alone 99% of the time except for a few friends who stop by once in a while and go to church. Why do I keep doing this?? Feeling alone and abused again.

you r going to have to put yourself first stop giving your meds away be strong

prayers for u man everything will be fine and alright brother you are not alone (hugs) to you brother <3

Thank You, I’ll try!
Shay I am a female, Thanks for making me smile!

why do you feel the need to give your meds away? what’s in it for you? something doesn’t ring right here!
if you’re giving your meds away, then you’re your own worst enemy…unless, there’s more to it than that!!

Lynda62707 there isn’t anymore to it. I have a problem telling someone NO. I probably am my own worst enemy, I am afraid

Don’t be afraid…be your own advocate! You’ve been given medication for a reason. it’s for YOU!
what type of med is it?

When I say no, I get I always end up getting hurt some how, someway. I know that it’s a losers way of thinking specially for an adult. W hen I have sad no I always end up getting hurt. It’s my Klonopin and Hydrocodone,

well no wonder people want those! one is a narcotic and one is a sedative!
listen to me…you’ve been prescribed them because obviously your doc thinks you need them! narcotics are not prescribed easily these days and the klonopin is for your anxiety! I used to take it myself, and it worked wonders for me.
P-l-ease…stop giving these away to your friends or whomever you’re giving them to! tell them you your doc will no longer prescribe them for you (cuz if you keep this up, he WON’T!!)
life is difficult enough under the best of circumstances…take better care of YOU!!