I am 17 and can not stand anyone looking at me, I hate what i look like, what clothes i wear and the feel of them and i always feel disgusting in my self. I always have an urge to go in the bath even if i'm out shopping because my hair or skin is irritating me and i try to scrape/scratch my skin away or keep pulling at my hair. I always flip out at everyone who irritates me and i cant even sit in my own room or concentrate on anything. I also suffer with bad stomach cramps, diarrhea, headaches and muscle pain (Hip and Back pain). I dont always feel like this but id say 90% of the time i do. I also feel like i'm going to die and get short of breath and always go light headed... Can anyone help me please? I'm sick of my Mum not taking me seriously and i think the doctors would just not care.
Please go see your doctor... your too young to feel this way.. do u get bullied or anything is that why you hate yourself? I was bullied from 14 I'm now 24 and it'd made me stronger than I ever was I hated myself but then u have to think to yourself about people.our age or your age who are battling serious illness who have no hair or tubes on them.. and are worse than us and would love to have a day to be normal.. i mean I'm not normal ha.. my anxiety and depression is horrendous but would rather have that than what these other kids have! If u need to chat private message me xx
James this sounds just like anxiety to me its sad that you feel this way but there's only you who can change it if your worried about the breathlessness and what ever else then you should see a doctor just to put your mind at rest but don't stress to much anxiety can be a horrible bugger it can make u think all sorts makes your brain send messages to the nervous system hence why you feel dizzy and breathless and what not hope you're okay xxx
Hello James, I'm really sorry to hear all of this. it pains me to know someone with such youth is suffering from this. It sounds like to me a mix between insecurity(we all have them) and anxiety. You're very self concious which is why you hate when people look at you, because you proabably automatically feel like they may be judging you in some kind of way. Or you may wonder what they are thing or how they are thinking of you.
First thing is first. Looks are not everything, what truly matters is what soul you carry. Accept yourself hun. You have a whole life ahead of you and you are capable of amazing things! In this life, people will always have something to think or say, but thats okay! what matters is what you thinka nd feel about you! <3 Love yourself and accept yourself for the amazing life fource you are! enjoy your life sweety