Melonoma or not?

I had this spot on my penis for few years now, I don't really know when it appeared or how much it had grown since then as I never thought of it as anything serious but recently I checked the internet on what might it be and all of it lead me to melonoma which is quite heartbreaking. So what do you guys think it might be and also I am scared to get an appointment with the doctor , pls give suggestions. Thank you

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Hey Man just make an appointment it needs to be checked out with your doctor!!

go see a doctor

there is no fear or shame in seeing a doctor, it needs to be looked at, unusual things can happen in the body all the time, be practical and treat it like you would any object that you cared about it any other persons body that you cared about and do not neglect it.
best wishes to you