Thank you, Misti. I appreciate it. You know, I'm very lucky to have been a reader, and thus realized fairly early on that things weren't right, and that there was help available. Granted, when I began therapy, it was not "fashionable" or acceptable, as it is today. But still, it was a tremendous help.
I've done lots of research on the effects of amphetamines in utero and have consulted with a number of physicians on the subject, as well. It's pretty much a unanimous conclusion that the drugs had a significant effect on my neurological development, and were likely responsible for the bone and GU congenital deformities. Insofar as the GU problems, I would not have lived had certain technologies (like the IVP) not been developed when I was just a few years old. That resulted in my being able to have the corrective surgeries I needed in order to survive. As you probably know, we're still quite far behind in understanding the brain, and neurological problems in general...So, I'm still dogged with those issues. And trauma....well....thankfully, there are some new modalities that can be embraced, that are very effective in helping with everyday life. I've been working on it.
I've never discussed the pre-natal amphetamine connection with my otolaryngologist. I'm fairly sure that's not a common theme among MD patients. But I do know that my neurological wiring is screwed up, and I wouldn't be surprised if made me more vulnerable in some way, to MD.
In thinking back about unusual things that might have stressed my system, that might possibly have played a role in my getting MD, I thought of another thing: I had to work at my father's automotive garage from the time I was 9 until I was 21. I worked there 6 days a week, pumping (leaded!) gas and fixing cars. I inhaled a LOT of exhaust fumes in my day. Additionally, we wore no ear protection back then, and it was very loud in the bays. Who knows if that was a contributor.
Later on, during my 20's, when I began my own career, I was inadvertantently exposed to quite a few toxic chemicals, as well as radiation. I switched to an office envioronment in my 30's which was probably a lot safer!
So, for me....I feel as though there are simply too many variables to consider. I could spend the rest of my life trying to zero in on the causes. I'm willing to go with the immune theory, since it seems to underly so many diseases, and it makes so much sense. But with our polluted environment/food/water, I'm not so optimistic about our ability to really get a handle on it.
Well...I've rambled on for much too long!
I think this is great thread!
Take good care,
J-