mike

i feel so alone wots wrong with my thinking feel confused,sick feel life is wake up think oh no im alive dint know wot was hapining to me how could i tell her  how i was feeling i didnt know not know feeling like i was going mad not seen her for her for 10 years hope shes happy mike

Hi there, hows it going? Nightmares again?? Meds can cause us odd dreams. Are you awake now?

hello tiffy i,m on few meds some cane make you feel worse than what your going through im mike, iv,e suffered all my life ,but thought i was normal untill i couldnt cope things like hard to breath,pain in my chest at times feels like someone stabing me in my chest and twisting it ,feel like running but scared feel like im going to faint paines all over my body my back like a steel rood in it take a long time to get rid of it feel like peaple are laghing at you so hard to sleep feel so exashed so much more BUT IM BEATING IT have been on lots of corcise some have helped some not you need someone who knows what your going throuth to understand my famliy dont hope this helpes if you want to talk more im still up now always up till 3.00 am cant sleep till im droping dont want to think get back to me would help us both take care mike

 1 im on know is helping

Hello good to hear from you. I'm still up as I'm not sleeping real well since Dr and I are trying to find new med I'm not allergic to again. Went back on effexor. My old combo worked great for years until side affects and came off last fall. I kinda hit a rough patch.nothing bothered me on that. I'm not familiar with your med as do some countries have different ones than we do here? Don't worry about other people, no one is laughing at you. Anxiety can make us emotional like myself , think of all the skills and qualities you have and be proud of yourself. Your unique. Are you creative? Have any pets? What do you like to do or go? To relax

Stay strong which is tough but family doesn't understand unless your in our shoes. Seriously they can read go online and read themselves what we deal with. But unfortunately and sadly its not that they don't love us or care its they don't see anything physical so there interest is elsewhere. Its very hard. Some don't believe in physiatrists or meds. Guess maybe they want to believe nothing is wrong. I give everyone benefit of doubt, and keep open mind, but its painful as I never told friends . Just family.to avoid whatever. I feel its best.

I see family every week, friends I talk to but haven't seen recently until I feel myself, but back to you. Who haven't you seen in ten years? A friend ?

You are never alone. You can talk to people on here. And also its how you believe as iam very spiritual and catholic, and believe god sends us angels at our time of need. We can't see them but there here to guide help and strengthen us and make us well.

I don't know where you disappeared to, but seriously I learned the hard way as a beginner with anxiety. To have faith and be strong. As I wasn't before. I let no little things bother me anymore. I walk away from angry toxic people as I refuse to argue. I do what I like and what makes me feel comfortable doing. Sometimes you need to be alone taking a walk. You will get through this and I bet tomorrow you feel better . Take a shower. Let the water just pour over you.

Ok I give up seems I'm talking to myself here. Hopefully you either fell asleep, or took a shower to help the pain. Hope your ok. And I'm sure you'll feel lots better in am. 😊😊

hi tiffy i feel so alone most of the time i only go out if i have to what i miss most is my kids i have 4 3 girls 1 boy my marrage ended badly 10 years ago both of us was to blane i didnt understand what was happing to me so it was stressful for my wife she didnt know ended up dorviced so i havent seen her or my kids for 10 years i miss them so much hopefulyone day i see them take care mike

oh what time do you get on like to talk to you and help each other

Hi. I'm always on and checking emails on my phone. So anytime. Do you know where your ex is to contact her to see your children? Or a family or friend could help you get in touch. Haven't you seen any of them? Can you even write a letter to her? That you would like to be a part of your children's life. And make peace also with your ex and work together going forward with fresh start?

Ok did you disappear again? Your situation is fixable and can be resolved with some effort on your part.by contacting your ex, that's a positive start and don't quit. I'm sure your kids miss you there father. Life is short and the time to make a move is now. Taking part in your kids everyday life will motivate you and give you a purpose. A good one.😊

sorry tiffy not on line all the time im here now what  would you like to know about me mike

 

you there

 

please talk to me your helping so much are you there mike

 

Did you read my texts?? Can you contact ex? Or write to her? Are you in same state?

tiffy i ask are you there never got nothing back i dont know who this site works i cant sleep i have 2 be up at 7.00 am can you help me are you there i told you so much about me tell me about you if you like mike

Hello. Yes I sent you several texts. I just received your cell. What state r u in??

I also received all your messages. Let me know if u got them

Hi Mike!  Just found your forum!  I lost my beloved pet and guide dog harley 3 years come June, and i'm still greaving for him!  Can't seem to think of putting another dog in his place!  Should i be feeling like this after so long?  How are you coping now?  Val.