Mind still feels blank after tapering off Zyprexa

About 6-7 weeks ago I successfully tapered off of Zyprexa and I still feel the exact same way I felt when I was on it. It significantly weakened my physicality and nuked my drive/motivation and energy levels which I still have not gotten back. Mind feels blank like it has been lobotomized or something (maybe not to the full extent) but in a way it does.

I tapered off 6-7 weeks ago I thought that by now things would have gone back to the way they used to be?

Its a very relaxing drug, that causes weight gain. I lose weight fast when not taking the drug. How relaxed a person becomes when taking the drug depends on the size of dosage.