Mirtazapine withdrawal

hi to whoever reads this post, i have been on mirtazapine before and it took me five months to get off it which was ■■■■ i managed to stay off it for 8 months but my depression came back and i was so stupid and desperate i agreed to go back on it but it had the worst effect on me I’m now on 45mg and last night i reduced it by 7.5mg which i know is a lot but my physchiatrist said to as i was on 37.5mg and have only been on the 45mg for six days he said i would not get withdrawels well today has been ■■■■ i cant believe im back where i started a still feel awful and now ive got to ho throught it all again im so upset

I am so sorry you are struggling. I too am trying to get off this evil drug. I was off it once last year and found the nausea and anxiety too much to take. I am trying once again now. I don’t know if I will make it but I am still trying. I never really felt it helped that much but I was in a really bad place at the time and had to try something. I gained 35 lbs on this crap. I also take Lexapro and Klonopin.