Hi,
I have to agree that if I knew at the start of taking mirtazapine how the withdrawals would be then I would maybe have tried something other. However, I started taking it because like yourself, I simply couldn't stop crying, I was at the GP asking for something to help me sleep as I was like a walking zombie. He gave me diazepam but didn't see it as a long term solution as I was in their view 'clinically depressed'. This was due to an ongoing situation which was extremely stressful that I tried to just get through.
It took about 6 weeks for the effects to start and after two months I was so much calmer, able to sleep and get on with life in a fashion.
My zest for life has only recently returned but I preferred feeling very little at all opposed to feeling indescribably sad.
In August I decided I no longer needed them, I went against my GP advice and withdrew quickly. The withdrawals were something I never want to experience again. If I ever did need to look at antidepressants (I have seen that they do indeed work and I don't know what would have happened if I hadn't had that help) Mirtazapine would not ever be considered again.
The lower dosages of Mirtazapine act more like tranquillisers, on 15mg I was out like a light within half an hour. The higher dosages have less of tranquillising effect. I was taking 45mg and they didn't knock me out at all. I did notice that my memory was quite shot and remember asking the GP if this was to do with the meds. She wasn't sure but I'm confident it was but only through experience and reading some of the others experiences on here.
Stay in touch on this forum because there are some knowledgable people here as well as those living through the experience. Not all GP's are aware of all the side issues with Mirtazapine. Coming here has really helped.
Through withdrawal I had real problems eating, especially swallowing. Fudgeybear mentioned this today and I drew a similarity straight away which in turn reduced my anxiety since the docs thought I had something seriously wrong with me (thumbs up Fudgeybear😊
I think more of it was that they weren't aware of all the withdrawal symptoms.
Anyway, I digress; I believe that on a lower dose you will feel more of a sedating effect but a higher dose will over ride that. Please consider though that the withdrawals are really really awful. If I had to do it over I would choose any other anti depressant before Mirtazapine. It did a fabulous job of helping get 'me' back but oh man I couldn't face the withdrawals again.
Hope this helps in some way.
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Ps. I started my withdrawal sometime in August (end or mid ....my memory hazy) and today is the first day I have felt really better...... This is the first day I haven't had to take nausea tablets, changed temperature rapidly, fallen asleep after slight exertion, coughed or had palpitations. Yayyy!