Mole needing looked at for advice asap!

I have had this mole on the left side of my groin for a year and it has grown in size from an eraser head size to a dime or nickle. I did have a mole removed at the time i noticed this one, the dermatologist said that this one didn't look worrisome. I am trying to see what others think because i am having severe anxiety over this, thinking i am going to die from melanoma. 2 pictures.

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It looks a lot darker, i used a flash on my camera while taking this picture.