Hi Thomas, Bless you, you are not alone! I was on flu for 7 days and had the most horrific side effects so been off them now for 9 days. It is getting better but boy I have been through hell and not out of the woods yet!
Didn't sleep for days, wrote a sucicide note to my family, was very very distressed, this medication is LETHAL, I am not a medical expert nor practitioner but I have heard far too many horror stories of the so called wonder drug, 'Prozac.' Never again! Surely being a bit weird and depressed is not so bad as being a complete and utter non-functioning zombie!!
Should society change not us!!!!????
Doctors are all too quick to prescibe medication, I suffer from tension headaches, (although improving) and I was prescibed VALIUM!!!! Of course I did not take them just trying very hard to keep myself out of the asylum!!
However, I was on flu for twenty years on and off and was fine, maybe now in my later life, they have affected me differently as everyone's brain chemistry changes over time, so for some, I am sure they are ok, but is it worth the risk of going insane with the side effects?
I am sleeping better now, and making some very drastic changes to my life, (had a v v stressful occupation I am now giving up, and moving away!) Had an eating disorder, now trying to address, suffered with anxiety, panic, depression all my life and am a survivor of childhood sexual and physical abuse - now having counselling, again!
So, I guess my advice would be medication is the last resort, please of course do not suffer, but doctors are all too quick to prescribe you something for the SYMPTOMS, and not the CAUSE. I would look intraspecitively to yourself and your life externally, and see what is making you unhappy and anxious, and then make a decision from there. Counselling, psychotherapy and CBT all claim to help us improve our coping mechanisms, have you been down that route? Sadly NHS waits are a pain, and I'm having to spend what little money I have on a private therapist as I just cannot wait 6 months!
As my therapist said, 'if you put crap in, you get crap out,' so take good of yourself, value who you are whatever you do, be kind to yourself, don't beat yourself up for not being PERFECT, perfection does not exist, it is there in the minds of marketing men making us feel inferior, we deserve to be here!!
HOPE IS ON THE HORIZON MY FRIEND, STAY SAFE AND HAPPY
BLESSINGS AND LIGHT
NICKI XXX