Mornings are so difficult.. the second i wake i tremble and buzz,my legs. i got used to that and know itll fade out in a half hour or so but the thoughts start.. i want to jist go back to bed. During the summer id sit on the porch amd have a little coffee, shower and work ( from home). i had a bf and friends id text.. and goals for the day. Now im pretty much alone. single again and friends are quiet, feel deserted now that im struggling.
Made it till 6pm without taking ativan yesterday, dont want to get hooked on them but i was so tense,i felt like i was straining myself, if that makes sense? idk. My stomach was a wreck, any stomach feeling sets me off now.. gurgling, tightness etc etc. Even if it hets warm, hyper body sensitive! Even knowing im not eating enough. So, i caved and took ativan and ate and bit later my mind cleared and i felt like my normal self the rest if the night.
Now morning and tummy turning as i write this and wondering why i move from symptom to symptom the way i do. Started with dizzy, stomach ,pulled ir pinched nerve shortly back to stomach and ive been a member here for awhile and these symptoms are new for me. its almost like it hits me in dofferent ways each time in a major way and all the minor feelings are always there each episode. (weak,shakes and unbalanced collapsable) stuff. ANXIETY/health anxiety is a beast!
daytime stinks, cortisol rising, adrenaline hits.. hugs to all and try to have a good day.
do you get an upset stomach or diahreah ?
I get upset stomach on and off… and sometimes, depending on what I eat. But, I’ve had upset, seasick stomach for the last week, almost straight. I really havent eaten too much in the last week, so I think ive went once. lol So, I guess no t the second part. ..and the medicine does help my stomach, that or im just not as aware of it.