Hi guys, I really need some inspiration and I feel like my life is crumbling or should I say straining and tearing. I am 22 years old and I'm one of the most active people I know. I was a dancer all my life doing breakdancing and hip hop and in the last 5 years I've found an ever growing love for body building.
Around September last year I done something to my right knee whilst I was on holiday going for a jog, being young and active I continued to train and power through hoping I'd "walk it off" it got to about January, I decided i need to do something about it. My GP just fed me pain killers and said just rest it. I went back 4 more times and still gave me nothing!!!. I then went out on a work night out in february and done something which I don't remember how but I got back home and before I knew it they were both swollen and throbbing at the knees. I have now not trained legs since then.
I think at the beginning I had jumpers knee which then developed into my left and when I was out i done something to my ACL in my right knee.
So that's my knees! To make matters worse... I've now got bicep tendonitis in both shoulders. I must have done this from over training my upper body due to completely stopping training my lower body for almost 4 months. I really am in a bad way, it sounds ridiculous but I've never been depressed and I feel that I'm depressed and I even have suicidal thoughts but I snap out of it immediately.
I'm working my way to get an MRI for my knees cause I know there is multiple problems and it's being rediculousy slow. Yes I admit my knees have improved massively from February but I'm still very far away to being back to where I was. Now this with my shoulders I don't know how to handle this.
I am still down the gym only doing excercises my Physio has given me and many more for both knees and shoulders.
I guess I just need some encouragement, advice, suggestions and success stories. Im young and I know I can overcome this. I'm hoping next year il look back and be incredibly proud to be back on track and learn from my mistakes.
I would very appreciate your comments below thank you.
Rhys