Yes I cry all the time too. The depression is unbearable. And I know the drink doesn’t help. Yet I drink more to try and cope I guess. X
My son is11 daughter 9 I'm 43. . i get drunk very easy bottle of wine I'm gone. But I've started to drink more. I'll let you know tomorrow if I get appoinyment. X
It gets hold of us i pray we both get free. X
I managed almost 9 months last year af but a big trigger took place and I went back to my old ways. Feeling empty, lack of future etc. I can drink a bottle and a half and black out but drink the rest. Do you think you drink coz of being down or a past event etc? X
''I've found chemist in UK online so if i don't get help soon ill just buy Naltrexone.''
Just so you are aware, there are absolutely no chemists that are based in the UK that will allow you to buy naltrexone without a prescription. It IS prescription-only. Period.
Be careful. Some online chemists lead you to believe they are in the UK, by putting 'UK' at the end of their name, or in the website URL. So, do your research on where the chemist is really based.
Thanks Joanne.
I got Depression from drinking I was always the first to say to friends you don't need tablets go for a walk free endorphins until I could barely get out of bed I was done low. I've done things I'm not proud of I guess drinking blocked it out. I've just finished 2hr pool session and i drunk a bottle of wine last night, that's scary my tolerance is so high.
Still not understanding your level of fitness in spite of drinking? I swam 50 mins yesterday in pool.
Dear Emma and Cisorium,
I have read through all your messages and I feel deeply for you. I really hope you will be able to get the medication you need to get better.
I also have days were I just simply drink too much, mostly driven by emotions, which then leads to depression the next day and then I drink because I am depressed.......a viscous circle..
Well, today is the beginning of another week. Let's make this week work for us.
I am holding thumbs for you.
Hugs
CK
I've had my liver checked it's ok. I don't understand ether. I would have joked I'm the Geroge Best in the triathlon world but really its not funny.