Hi Tiny,
I don't mind at all. I will also give you some details of what I am experiencing and what I am trying to do about it.
After the 2nd opinion I have now been diagnosed with No. 6 from the list: Vestibular Nerve Damage. I was diagnosed with No. 3, Ménière's disease. I took the pills suggested, Lipoflavonoid" and cut out Salt, Sugar, Caffeine, Alcohol and went to therapy for 5 weeks. When it didn't seem to make me better, I asked my doctor ( general practitioner) what to do and he suggested we get another opinion.
I live in the U.S.A. and my health care costs are paid for by my employer, and they have their rules, so I just let the doctor suggest what to do and he got me in to see a group that specializes in ear trouble at the University of Michigan School of Medicine Hospital in Ann Arbor Michigan. There I received more of the same tests and a couple new ones, and was given some eye exercises to do. No drugs. They told me not to take the anti vertigo medicine, because it will stall the process of regeneration. I wonder about that though, I think they don't want dependency. Either way, the pills don't do anything that I can tell, so I don't take any, just my vitamins.
Tiny, I don't want to appear to be pessimistic, but I still have the same feeling all the time. I too have bad days and then worse days, depending upon what I try to do. To describe the feeling; there just seems to be a sort of Busy feeling going on inside my head and it is distracting to the point where it interferes with concentration. I don't see double anymore ( maybe that is progress) but my eyes don't seem to both look at the same thing all the time, and everything just seems to be too busy. What ever I am doing I get fatigued, then like a child, I get rambunctious and start tripping over things and knocking things over. If I sit down the feeling subsides somewhat, but the only thing that relieves the feeling of fatigue and anxiety for me is to stop what ever I am doing and lie down for a while. Sometimes I even fall asleep, even though I have rested well at night, the relief from the feeling that I am a total disaster sometimes puts me right to sleep. Perhaps I am over doing it befor I stop for a break, I don't know.
When I attempt to do something, I usually set up a chair where I can sit down every few minutes ( as in 2 or 3 minutes). But, then I forget that I am handicapped, or maybe I get bull-headed and stubborn and refuse to stop until I over do it and then I have to stop altogether. It is my own form of Therapy that I try to do things that I used to do befor this disease hit me, and I am my own person, I have no one ( and glad of it, it would be very embarassing to have someone see me as I am) I am alone in my struggle, so I go at my own pace and sometimes I become agitated with myself because I am progressing so slowly and I can't do the things I used to do.
So, if you can understand that for me at least, it is going to take a while I would say befor I am going to be more like normal. My own attitude is that it could be a lot worse; I could have cancer or Alzheimer's, so I take heart and keep thinking I will regain my previous life and all will be well someday. I just wish it would be soon.
Good Luck and Good Day
Ben