I have just lost another friend to my depression and need to have a rant . I have since a child suffered from depression and tried many things to help but the one thing I have learnt is to be honest and open about my feelings having said this lately every time I express how I'm feeling , mainly lonely , lost and not liked my friends run a mile . I am now with out a single friend . I do feel that I must explain that I have what I call moments , the latest one was that I texted a few people and asked them to tell me why they didn't like me and also texted my best friend why I was never invited out with a sertain group of her friends ( paranoid or what ) . I got to say the texts I sent to people went quit well and I received some very franc and honest answers ,how ever the conversation with my best friend did not go very well and ended up with a who said what argument . I started to cry so ended the call but as soon as I did I text her and told her that I was sorry and to upset to talk but could we get together the next day. The answer was that she was busy ironing all that day but would be free the following day. That my friends is just the response you need lol .
The conclusion of this rant is I'm tired off people not understand this condition and feel that every young person should be taught (as well as CPR ) how to see the signs and the responses they should give as both could save someone's life one day