Hey guys. Ill give you the just of the story.
Student, 18 year old. Stress and all that is part of the package.
Since I started i have been feeling a little suicidal. I just dont want to be here anymore, I dont understand why anyone would.
I onw its a rough question, but really, any good advice i need before making my final choise?
Thans Ryan
Your not thinking straight. You need to visit your gp! Iv had that feeling before that theres no point in carrying on. If there is a point what is it? & now I have a job I love a husband and amazing kids. Dont give up!! What your feeling is an illness. Don't let it take your life. Seek help! See your gp
Kelly x
I understand. Please can you accept this very bad feeling can pass? I have been there and I am very glad not to have acted. You are Ill right now and so you need help and time to get better. Have you got family, a mum or dad you can talk to? Perhaps call Samaritans tel:08457909090, these guys care and have a clue and are confidential.
First off write down 100 things ur greatful for. Often times when depressed when depressed we can only focus on the bad things not realizing there are many great things in our lives. Secondly I would probably call someone I could trust to talk with most likely a professional. Suicide thoughts just lets you know you haven't thought of all the possible solutions in life. Also try thinking of your life in slow motion, take it real slow. Many times our thoughts are so fast and impossible to process that we think impulsive thoughts. Also understand it's ok to feel bad sometimes, just don't let bad feelings make you do bad things you may regret. Hope you get better and all.
Hey guys,
I literally have absolutely no memory of writing this at all, I only found it when I got the email of a reply.
In sorry for being a pain in the ass.
I don't tend to have these kind of thoughts, but I must have written it for some reason.
Apologies,
Ryan