If it's not one thing it's another and if I'm really lucky it's lots of things all at once! where/when does it end? I don't want to be scared anymore! I hate that I'm so weak and pathetic!
no one is pathetic, weak / misunderstood i can go along with, you need to see ur GP, im sure u knws the drill,
its hard to fight being scared, i believe my medication helps ease this,
try not to let things get on top of you where u feel it all happens at once,
a new term ive been introduced too, is if u cant do anything about it, stick it in the f**k it bucket,
all the best
Hi Dondon you have come on a lot saying you are 'weak' and 'pathetic' and the more people say you are not the more you say you are. I am going to try reverse logic - ok you are weak and pathetic. So what? Big deal. Accept it and learn to deal with it. Bev x
Thank you for your reply.
Believe it or not I used to say f*** it a lot!
Family and friends used to say I was so laid back that they were surprised I didn't fall over....things have literally flipped to the opposite now and not sure how to reverse it back. Yes I know the drill, I have appointments coming up in next couple of weeks.
Thank you again for your reply X
Come on dondon, there's nothing weak or pathetic about having to fight with your mind everyday, you're strong and brave! You're a survivor! You've not given in, you're still here to fight another day!
Even though I don't know you, I've seen the posts of support and care you give others, you're a lovely, kind and caring person, cut yourself some slack. 😉
Xx
You aren't weak or pathetic. You're a fighter. You're still here. We made it into 2016 huni. We all did it!
Even though it seemed impossible at times, we did it!
Thinking of you xxxxx
Hi Bev, to be honest I tend not to look at my previous posts but yes you're probably right! It is something that I'd say and often but only because I believe it to be true. It's just something completely unrelated to how I feel had come up and I don't know how to deal with it, I know I sound like "poor me" but I'm
Just worried that's all, I'm sorry, it's just me venting as usual! I don't really expect replies X
You are not weak and this was how i was feeling for a while depressed useless, just not myself but there is a way out just be strong talk to your doctor about meds you can take to bring you our of this feelings
Sorry, I really didn't expect replies to this and now I don't really know what to say.
I have appointments coming up regarding my depression but a completely unrelated medical issue has came up For me today and it's just got me down and feeling worse than usual, I'm sorry I shouldn't have posted on here xxx
I thought that's what this forum was for? A place to say what you're feeling, a place to turn to when you can't say things to loved ones? I'm sure if you felt that well supported, you wouldn't need to even be on here! Don't apologise, don't worry about it, you'll make yourself even worse 😉
Hi don dons, lovely, you post wherever you want to ....
I have spoken to you before. .never apologise for being who you are....you are a sensitive and sweet lady....and we all !!! Have those awful days or weeks, when we feel that we cannot take anymore. ..huge, big, warm hugs to you lovely. .ps....I always loved your poems xxx dee xxxxxx
You don't need to ever apologise for posting on here.
But if you don't feel up to responding that's fine with everyone as we know how you feel.
Take care and just know we are out here and thinking of you and willing you on xxxxx
Thank you, you're all really kind but that's just it...i do feel worse! Feel like a bigger idiot now than when I first posted..this is why I don't like to read the things I write as I dwell a lot on what I write and the replies that I get. I'm weird! I know! What I need is a place to vent/write things that nobody, including me can read back!........fml!!!
I do appreciate all of your replies xxx
We know you do, but the whole point is for this to be a place to make us feel better. So if you don't want to read the replies then don't; save them for a time when you need them.
Some times just even seeing somebody has replied, without even reading what they've said, helps because you know there are people out there listening to you and thinking of you and wishing you well xxxxx
Xxx
Thank you Audrey, it's been a while since we've spoken, hope you're doing well/better xx
I've been in a bit of a self-imposed exile since last September due to different med disasters that left me in a state.
My hair actually got matted I didn't brush/wash it for so long. (How embarrassing). It took a whole tub of coconut oil soaked in to my hair for 2 days and 4 hours to get it out... That's happened twice in 3 months. Not good.
My bf also had such a bad fall he knocked himself out and smashed my phone screen in (accidentally). So not been great.
I hope you are ok huni, I think of you often and I hope you are doing better too.
Always know there's a lass up north wishing and willing you on.
Take care my sweet xxxxx
Please, please don't feel bad. This forum is here for when you can't say how you are feeling to anyone else. You also know when you post here that many of us will have felt like you, so they understand and can maybe help in some way.
You are known and loved on here Dondons, I would worry if I didn't see you posting.......even if it was to have a good old moan.
Take care, I hope things start to look brighter soon.
Pat xxxxxxx
Thank you xx