Hello. I'm 19. I have been recently struggling a bit the past few months. I worked at Krispy Kreme and held the job for over a year until my boss fired me without telling me when I left for school. I got another job at Tim Hortons. I worked with them for about nine months until I moved back home and decided to take a semester off school. I didn't want to quit Tim Hortons, but I had no choice, as the drive was way too far for only $8 an hour.
I struggled to find a new job, working through temp agencies and not having much luck finding a good job. I've been going through tough times with anxiety and depression lately, too.
I got a third shift job at a gas station paying 9.50. Shortly after being hired there, a Tim Hortons in town contacted me and asked me to work for them, I don't know why or how, but I ended up working for them again but since I accepted a full time offer for the gas station I offered to work part time.
But, the problem is, I realized I love my Tim Hortons job and I hate my gas station job... I am trying not to judge it so soon because I just started but I don't feel it's a good fit... The coworkers have A LOT of drama which I noticed in training. One coworker came over and interrupted my manager who was training me and they stood there for twenty minutes talking s**t about another coworker. ALL of the coworkers fight and some will straight up argue during shifts, including the managers. I've only been there a week and kept to myself, except for when I have questions, and a coworker who I barely even know is already talking badly about me. I also got sick with mono and had a doctor's excuse and a doctor who told me not to work, but I still went to work and talked to my manager about it and she was assuming I didn't want to work even though I still went in with a fever of 103!!!
I don't know what to do. I just started two weeks ago, but I don't think I like it so far. I'm thinking about finding a new job because I feel that if this is how it is going to go, it's not really worth sticking around for and I will be better off somewhere else, but at the same time I don't want to be a "job hopper".... I'm so anxious about this and I keep trying to talk to my fiance about this but he just keeps telling me "he has it worse" and doesn't listen... Please help 