Hello every one. Hope you are all well.
I've been having a problem for the past few months. And really need some advice. (It's a weird one).
A few weeks back, for some reason I was insanely fatigued. Physically, mentally and emotionally I was drained. Barely was able to get out of bed and go shopping.
(Though embarrassingly, I was strangley very horny.)
Week later I was the complete oposite. My mind was on over drive. It was like some one had injected me with a narcotic. Couldn't stop my mind from racing through thought after thought. Couldn't stop music repeating in my head. Took me hours to fall asleep (even though I was tired) and when I did sleep, it felt like I was up all night. I didn't fall into a deep sleep.
(Both of those experiences really worried me, and I have again started to become a hypercondriac).
Now, however, I am experiencing both. It's the weirdest feeling. I feel full of energy. My mind is racing, like ive been injected with adrenaline. Though at the same time I can barely muster the motivation to get out of bed.
I keep getting insane bursts of high energy. But not physically. It's so hard to explain. My brain just races along and I can barely make sense of it.
I can't control my thoughts really well, and for some reason it's difficult to imagine. So for example if I close my eyes and try to imagine a box, or house, it's really difficult to focus or paint the picture (if that makes sense).
All of that I can just about deal with, though it's the not sure I am sleeping issue.
I know I am sleeping, but at the same time, I can recall every thing that happens around me when I am asleep. It doesn't feel like ive slept, but instead tossed and turned all night.
To top it all off, I keep having random days or moments of insane "hornyness". (Which is unusual for me as I usually have quite a low sex drive).
(Also not sure if related, but in the evenings, my feet feel like they swell up? Very weird. My toes and ankles feel fatter almost every evening. )
Is this anxiety? Has the past few month been anxiety? I don't feel particulary anxious. So I dunno.
Recently had a full load of blood tests done, as I've recently also been having a really bad belly. All blood tests have been fine as far as I have been told.
Haven't taken anti depressants or anti anxiety pills for over 4 years now as I haven't needed them.
Any advice or thoughts would be much opreciated.
Thank you!