Just just feel so bad for what I did on Thursday but I had my reasons. My counsellor wants to help me but how do I break this ptsd after reacting so badly to what she said. I've just been so ill and scared I tried to warn my doctor that my physical health needed supporting more. I had gone back after 4 weeks being ill
This is not my health but how do you get your physical health supported from a doctor who doesn't really listen. It's taken a scan in hospital to reveal that my health went, then I snapped when I saw my counsellor due to trying to discover why my physical was so bad and was the counselling a good idea? I have desperately asked for more help after my last counselling stopped as that's all I could do. I don't want to be a victim any more but unless I sort this the it impacts on the rest of my life. What do I do about my doctor? How do I get them to help more so I can cope and do I go back? Just so confused. Rape is shxxx and fuxxs your life forever. I hate all of this, all of it! My doctor is a fuxxing cow. The other doctor is male but helps - his sex rape mainly. I can't sort this can? Please help and tell truth but be kind just can't take much more. Thanks - try to all have a nice Xmas.