Hi Stephanie. I guess you won't read this since it's 4 months ago.
I have the same dillema as you at the moment.
Yes, the PPI is responsible for you being tired.
I feel tired all the time and it's really obvious when you stop and get back on it.
It also kicks my Herpes Simplex to the forefront and i have prostatitis since
2 years (for which i need to take a bad ass antibiotic) But no!, "That can't be
because of the Meds" the doctor said.
After 15 years of using the meds i'm starting to get bones problems
and i can notice it because they start to make noise etc.
All the doctors i'm facing now (in Italy, but i'm from Holland), are not really helping me out lol. It is a true battle and constant stress.
I have tried to stop 2 times after really getting informed better and
not just taking the meds because doctors say it, but the last time i already
had an appointment for a gastroscopy and i was diagnosed with esophagitis grade 2. Now i'm back on the meds and that for at least 12 weeks.
What i did notice after 3 days not using the meds,( i needed to stop for 2 weeks to also check for HP) was me reacting heavy on the usual suspects but also bread.
I was burning like hell and getting food back in my mouth on occasions but i tried the Apple cider trick and it worked pretty well. I still had reflux but when i adjusted all my food it was way way less. We all remember the times when all was good and no acid was ever coming back up etc right? Something went wrong though, and most of the doctors just don't give a F. Operation or not? I really don't know just like you. That you already have a Barratts esophagus, is pretty damn screwed and for the time being you should use the Meds just so you can get a game plan.
The real question is: what is causing this? Instead of life-long meds use.
I am convinced that it can be adjusted with diet and surgery if you are not ok with the use of PPI, and maybe even 'only' with diet. I never felt so strong when i needed to stop for 2 weeks, but the acid, especially for 3 days was crazy mad.
I mean, 5,10,15 years on PPI's has to almost shut down your stomach right?
It's like a revers of the normal system. Anyway. I hope you can find your way.
Good luck.