PLEASE HELP! Hole near my vagina

I cannot stop crying I’ve never felt so insecure in my entire life. I got a botched marsupialization for my Bartholins gland cyst and my OBGYN cut a deep hole and couldn’t get fluid out. She stopped my bleeding with silver nitrate and monsels solution. But did not stitch it. I’m now left with a hole near my vaginal hole and I need this to close or something. I am already insecure in bed as it is and I don’t need a guy feeling another hole down there. Please tell me there’s hope.

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This looks weird never seen that before but the pic is also very bad no focus very blurry…