Please help me, I'm really scared

can someone please help? is it possible for a herpes sore to form like a cyst or boil? what i mean is, can it continue to refill with pus and keep rupturing, or once it has ruptured does it start to heal? please, im really concerned and im hoping it isn't herpes

once its popped it heals

probably a swollen lymph node. i get those but thats because i have kidney problems. swollen lymphs can mean anything

it sounds like what u have is a cyst they can burst refill and keep doing that they usually have to be removed