This is somen from Bangladesh.I have made 3 stupid mistakes in my life and I am paying heavily for this Episode. #1 october 29,2014 I had protected vaginal sex with a female csw.I also french kissed her.Later found the girl HIV+.After 5 weeks I experienced severe flue type illness.Swollen lymph nodes under jaw and neck,loose stool,hedeach,severe muscle and joint pain,rash on both arm. I have tested after 3 months with 3rd generation rapid test,after 5 months with 3rd generation elisa, after 6.5 months with 3rd generation rapid test.All are negative. Episode 2# July 16 2017 I had protected oral and protected vaginal sex with a female csw.Don't know why? Vaginal part only lasted 10-15 seconds.The girl seemed a consistent condom user.No real symptom aftee 1-4 weeks. Episode 3 # October 17 2017 I had protected vaginal sex with a csw.She offered me to have sex without a condom for extra charge.But she assured me she gets tested every month. Now you are thinking what's the real problem...Actually I'm experiencing the symptom of overt aids.Loosing weight,fatigue,dizziness,swollen lymph nodes,loose stool,stomach upset,nail fungus,clubbing nail are making my life hell.My doctor who is the best HIV doctor of my country suggests me to see a psychriatist.He says it is inpossible to develop aids due to first exposure because all of my ab tests are negative and it is very unlikely to develop aids in a very short time after second and third exposure... I don't know what to do? I cry and pray to God.Ive ruined my life
Could be guilt manifestion due your belief. Sometime it literally what you think in your heart so it be. Not actually happen. It the person perspective that place him herself in it manifesting impressions on them. Adults minds can be both blessings as well curses. We take things far too seriously for own good!
My life is crashing now. .
Keep in there somen!
I am too worrying about HIV. Received oral from a csw. Few weeks later got a sore throat which went in days. 2-3 weeks I got a pain in my left side of jaw, hurt when opening and eating. (Got hit in the face a week before, maybe that was the cause) next I feel a kinda long ish lump in my under the left side of my jawline. Lymph node or what? Now I'm getting random pains in my wrists.
I do have some sort of health anxiety as I always have headaches and random sensations. Could this be it? I had some blood tests done but I not sure if they were the type to pick up HIV. Can't stop worrying about this!!!
Joe your risk was very low to begin with.Many experts believe HIV does not transmitted by oral sex and your tests are negative.I think you are fine.
I'm not sure the blood tests were specifically for HIV, they picked up I was deficient in vitamin b though. Surely these symptoms I have can't be a coincidence. Always this strange pain in my neck n swollen gland.
You have health anxiety -- not HIV.
Each time you have sex with a CSW your mind is playing tricks on you telling you that you have contracted HIV and your body is creating symptoms.
Getting HIV is difficult (especially as a heterosexual male) and you have not put yourself at risk. Please take your doctor up his advice and speak to someone who can help you w the health anxiety.
My doctor friends suggests me to check the thyroid.I am hoping the symptoms are due to thyroid disfunction not HIV.I am paying heavily for my stupidity.
Wish you all the best.
I'm going to book another check up, I can still feel a gland in my neck after nearly 2 months
I think my blood tests looked for thyroid. Not sure what else though
I hope you will find the reason.But I'm pretty much sure its not HIV.
so paranoid now. My mum's gotten a rash n it's making me think I've passed something onto her somehow! My gums bleed sometimes when I brush my teeth, that's made me think she could catch it from the sink!
joe you had zero risk exposure.you have nothing to worry at all.
Hope so, I've developed a rash on my arms n chest now. Wrists keep aching too. Might have to go to docs next week.