Im so unhappy. Sometimes i wish i was somebody else. A confident, normal version of myself. I used to love life, live every second like it was my last. Now im just a wreck. Im 17 years old, and feel like im stuck in an ancient body. These are things i should be worried about when im 90. I used to be able to handle it. Now i cant, i cant even go out with my friends anymore.
I could cry.
I cant go to the doctors, i physically couldnt sit waiting in the room.
I dont know what to do anymore.
I dont even know it is IBS.
However i am 99.9% sure.
Im depressed.
And no one cares about me.