Please help

Treatment and medication
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've been taking mirtrazapine for nearly two months. I was feeling okay at first; my anxiety and low moods were better.However, for the last few weeks I can't escape the feeling of wanting to be dead. I find myself crying and wanting to be with my grandparents. I have thought about taking an overdose of the medication,browsed suicide methods and can't cope anymore.

I've got two children and can't cope with it anymore. They're 16 and 11. I asked my eldests dad a few months ago if he would let them live with him and he wasn't interested. I just can't cope anymore. I'm constantly wishing I was dead as my life has no purpose. My GP isn't the most understanding and has a pull yourself together attitude. 

A lot has happened over the last few years. I just can't do it anymore. I haven't got any immediate family and even getting up for work is proving a struggle.

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hello i can understand so much how u are feeling! ive been on mirtrazaphine for over a year ..i had it in creased to 30mg in last few months and ive noticed my moods are terrible! i have had sucide throughts lately! when i wake i feel low and want to take another tablet so ill sleep! i have had a terrible year reason why i thought this medication would help me sleep ..i do sleep but the morning i feel awfull and cry alot some days!! i have no one to turn to! my next available appointment is in a week i want off this drug! i get terrible headaches with them! would u like to talk ?   julie

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I feel like iam drowning and in pain. I just want to stop feeling like this. It feels like i am the only person in the world who's feeling like this.

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go see your doctor hun! i think its these tablets! please seek help