Why is anxiety doing this to me I’m happy in my life I start school in January I met a great guy that I’ve been with for about 7 months my life is going good but for about a month now all the negative thinking is back and idk why my biggest issue is health and losing someone I love dearly like right now I either think I’m gonna go blind or that I might have skin cancer because I’m albino and I’m never in the sun I’m getting back to the old me and I don’t want to tell my doctor because I don’t want the medication she had me on also I’ve been having a big fear of something happening to my mom I love her and never want to lose her and I don’t want my boyfriend to leave if he finds out how messed up I am mentally
Hi There, Unfortunately, anxiety can come on for no reason and stay with us till we get help. Please see your doctor. Medicine is not such a bad thing when truly needed. (((Hugs)))
Quiet Gamer
When we are young I was like you I would look at family around me and have fears they would die or leave me, these feelings can be quite normal we cannot look at live in the long haul and consider either ourselves or people around us are running out of time, as said this will be very marked when you feel these sensations regards, Mam Dad or Grandparents
The fact you are worrying that the relationship between you and boy friend is quite. you are after continued reassurance
Most of your problems seem to be Anxiety and you mention you have been on medication to calm yourself. I do not like medications although we sometimes need them to learn how to control our fears.
Regards being an Albino I suppose sunny days may effect the skin, your GP may be able to advise a heavy sunblock
Talk to your GP
BOB
You are worrying. Nothing will happen. Use your mind to think positive thought. You are thinking negative thoughts, replace the negative thoughts with positive. You are the one using your mind. Use it properly.