Possibly genital herpes..

I’ve slept with someone who has herpes... I know I’m patching myself out as part of it because I’ve felt a burn/tingle for the last month but when I fake my mind off it it goes away... it doesn’t burn to pee or ejaculate however last night I noticed what was like a pimple or sore on my testicle that had a white pus come out and then blood I popped it and it didn’t hurt the next day it was scabbed over and smooth... however at night it was oozing slightly again a clear slight yellow tint but still no pain I have no other sores anywhere and don’t feel sick... it’s just a bump now that’s more so skin level it doesn’t feel deep anymore but I’m assuming that’s from popping it lastnight am I just patching myself out or is this herpes? I don’t have money to go to a dr for a test for another week and half... should I have more than one sore?

upload pic. Stop popping them

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Mines started with one bump and one sore and now i wud get paper cuts but i hardly ever have a breakout

i woke up today and now it's pretty much gone.. it[s still there but very slight and it was scabbed when i woke up yesterday just re opened.. idk how long they stay open before they scab and it hasn't grown at all in size 

How long are they “open” for? And does it look similar to my pic? I legit got no other symptoms except “pain” but that’s in my head cause it goes away if I stop thinking bout it. Nothing while peeing no itching nothing and this would be my first break out

The picture isn't clear enough for me but it would be best if you could get a test