Post cyctocele and rectocele repair

Hi- I am 48 years old and 6 years ago I had a rectocele and cyctocele repair with a bladder sling.  Ever since the surgery, my vaginal walls are still like presurgery.  I was under the impression that they would return to the firmer, more "rough" tissue that was their previously.  I went to the surgeon again yesterday and he said I have a a rectocele and cystocele again.  I am just not sure it got repaired the  first time correctly.  Am I crazy?  My husband is to kind to say anything, but there is no way this is "likeable" for him.  Any feedback is appreciated.

The stitches I can feel inside are vert rough and lumpy and I just want it back to normal. Will it ever smooth out again?

I bet they will.  Scar tissue softens with time.   I have the feeling of soft balloons (have since surgery) and would like some "structure" back.  I

Do you mean like a prolapse again? I think men have it easy don't you . I hope you get some joy from the doctors? Just be nice to feel normal again wouldn't it.

Yeah, like the prolapse's weren't fixed. I just think things should feel firm. Not squishy! And yes it would be nice to feel normal again.

Try not to worry too much. I hope you get sorted soon.X

I hope your surgeon is going to put it right.

I am 70 and amongst other things, had the same thing repaired when I was in my 40's. It was done whilst I lived in Australia, and I've never had a problem since.

I was able to go back to the gym and play tennis again. I have serious doubts about the quality of the surgery availble on NHS.

If your sugeon wont do it. Go to one that will.