Hello everyone, i don't know what to do.. i think i have depression and for a long time ( i have never been diagnosed), but i was hurting myself and wanted to die a lot. through this i lost my boyfriends because they didn't knew what is happening to me... and now i am pregnant and fighting a lot with myself to be sane, my relationship is hanging o a straw even though my mom told him i have problems... and yet everyone knows i have problems and still nobody can help me 
my coworkers see how unhappy i am ( everyday is worse) even my midwife haven't provided me any help and she saw cuts on my arms asked me questions about depression and still nothing... i am hanging on a clif, don't know literally what to do
Hi what you do is see your doctor to get a firm diagnosis and some proper medical help. You can still take a few meds if you are pregnant and counselling should be able to help you.
It can be difficult to talk about it with a professional so maybe either take someone with you or write it down and just give it to the doctor. They are well used to that believe me. x
Hi there. Do you have a family doctor or GP? If so, go see her/him, and if not, try to find a sympathetic one. For the sake of your child, you need to start taking care of yourself. I've been in your situation and it's no fun, but you need to deal with your depression SOON and figure out what to do about the pregnancy.
I wish you all sorts of luck and send many warm hugs.