I am an Asian, 24 yrs old. I noticed my ugly looking external genitalia since teenage years started when I was 14 yrs old I guess. I never had a sexual intercourse experience w/ anyone. But I used to self touch/masturbate. I am overweight since then but as far I know (based on my bloodsugar test last year) I'm not diabetic. Tbh, I'm not really having a good hygiene. I'm thinking maybe I'd get this from sitting on a public toilet. It kinda have a bad smell and dirt in my inner thighs after a whole day wearing undies and really itchy.
It really looks dull and inflammed in my groin area /inner thighs. The texture is dry, itchy, gray - white combination and also dark. It's getting worse now and I am really afraid /embarrassed to see a doctor personally. I'm really conscious about this. It's kinda embarrassing to post here too but I'm really bothered by it and this is my only choice to be anonymous.
Is it possible that I have a sexual health disease? Are there any over the counter medicines to lessen the itchness and flakiness of the skin? Are there still ways to get it lighten which is not costly? :( I apologize for the disturbing images attached.



There is nothing wrong with it hun
I can’t see what exactly you’re concerned about, in the photos it looks normal. There’s definitely nothing disturbing in the images, and absolutely no reason to be afraid or embarrassed to see a doctor if you have any issues.