Its a long story but just over a week ago I had a very frightening experience. I accidentally mixed strong pain killers with alcohol and then smoked two blunts at once on top of this (this was incredibly stupid i know). I had a BIG panic attack and didn't feel real at all, as well as being violently sick, the people at A+E were more concerned about the pain killers and alcohol combination and I was treated for that.
I am on omeprazole for my stomach now, but I have still been struggling with panic and derealization.I am trying to come to terms with dr/dp and just trying to accept this and move on, however I am really struggling with the panic and anxiety side of things (I already had generalized anxiety disorder and social anxiety before this, but this has definatley caused an increase). I get incredibly anxious and also get random panic attacks for seemingly no reason, and I find its stopping me from doing the things I need to do. As well as this it makes me very nauseous, I'm not sure if its from the anxiety or an omeprazole side-effect but I can barely eat anything and I've lost a lot of weight from this already. I also start uni in 2 weeks.
I have been prescribed 10mg of citalopram but I am too scared to take it as I am scared it will make my derealization symptoms worse.
I was just wondering if anyone else has had this experience, and how they deal with these things! The nausea and panic side of things specifically and if anyone else has been on citalopram before..
Thank you so much <3