I was first diagnosed with MD back in 1980. I experienced all the symptoms of full-blown MD including severe vertigo drop attacks, nausea, vomiting and diarrhoea. I was almost totally housebound for 4 years. Eventually, after exhausting the NHS and trying various drugs (Stemetil, Stugaron and Betahistine) plus faith healing, acupuncture and various herbal remedies and diets, I ended up in Harley Street and was offered an operation to cut the audio nerve going to my bad ear, which I agreed to have done.
Following a period of recover and getting used to only having one balance mechanism in my good ear I eventually got my life back and everything was great for over 30 years. Unfortunately a couple of years ago I was diagnosed with MD in my good ear and although it’s been quite delibetating at times I’m pleased to say that I haven’t experienced anywhere near the horrendous symptoms i used to back in the 80’s. I haven’t had any severe vertigo attacks or drop attacks and nothing bad enough to cause vomiting etc.
There are a few other differences this time round that got me to thinking do I actually have MD or is it perhaps BPPV?
I don’t get tinnitus I haven’t actually experienced any dramatic loss of hearing in my remaining ear, though having said that my hearing is degenerated anyway over the years and at 69 and I’m now having to wear hearing aids so that’s a difficult one to call. I don’t really get any indication that an attack is about to happen and I haven’t actually had what I would call an MD attack during the day, it always appears to happen first thing in the morning when I try to get out of bed that’s when the dizziness/vertigo occurs. Sometimes I’ve also noticed if I turn on to my left side which is my good ear I will start feeling dizzy if I turn onto my right side it calms down.
I am currently on 16 mg of Betahistine three times a day and have at times stopped taking completely when I thought everything had called down and have actually gone for a few months without any medication or problems, but for the past 6 months I’ve been taking the medication regularly. I always have what I describe as a residue of symptoms that make me feel that i can’t be bothered to do anything. I constantly feel I can’t stand in the same position for any length of time and I have to hold onto something. Is that a psychological issue or am I really going to topple over? Sometimes I get a feeling of pressure in my head almost as if I’m wearing a hat that’s a size too small and other times my hearing sounds as if it’s slightly muffled, like when you have a heavy head cold. But all those symptoms are only slight but I think it’s the constant awareness of them that brings me down plus my thoughts are constantly going back to when I was really, really bad.
Anyway, sorry for my ramblings. I know you’re all suffering in your own way and much worse than me. This morning has been one of those days where I couldn’t get out of bed for a few hours because of the dizziness, but a couple of pills and a few extra hours sleep seems to do the trick but then again it may have worn off anyway without doing anything… something I will never know really. It certainly makes me feel fragile for the rest of the day though. So as I sit here getting over what I would call a ‘minor attack’ I thought I’d put my thoughts down on paper and post them here.
Wish you all well and relief from this awful complaint.
Best wishes
Dave