Life has not been easy for me lately and I'm really ready to end it for sure this time. Yes this time! I have tried so hard to be me and try to carry on a relationship. But lately everyone has a love for their cell phones instead. I feel alone all the time even with him sitting right next to me.
I'm done feeling alone. I have tried 3 times in the past to end this pitiful life of mine. I'm really ready to do so this time.
Please don't let this bother you, try to change the situation, change the people you mix with also change your partner but don't think bad please, take holiday somewhere away from all these things.
Hi RealRaven - yes, the world is totally distracted by the technological age where our devices have become surrogate parents/friends and even lovers! One thing you can try is to relegate times in which you both use your devices and times when you are together and focused on one another. Another step is to communicate to him that this distraction is wearing you out - maybe he isn't aware of what you are feeling? If, on the other hand, depression is in your world, then you seek medical help. If the boyfriend refuses to engage with you, kick him to the kerb. You certainly don't give up on life without seeking remedies for your situation.