Really tired of wanting to die.

Treatment and medication
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Since 2003. Tired of wondering what the hell I'm doing this for.

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AW deborah u dont there is so much to live for but u just cant see it just now. Have you spoken to ur doc abt how you feel? 

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Everything I thought I was living for turned out to be my imagination. I know I need more help, but I've been literally living for my delusions for years and the disappointment is pretty unbearable.

Thanks, tho, for your reply.