Hi everyone, new to the forum and keen to get your thoughts. I've been on 200mg per day for around 9 months now. I've been on Sertraline since 2002. My initial dose was 100mg per day and over the years it's been increased, each time as a result of stress-related breakdowns (due to my working environment)
Since my last bout of illness at the end of last year, I have completely revamped my working life and feel I have finally achieved the correct balance. The last few months have been the happiest of my life.
So my attention turned to reducing my medication. The doctor said 200mg is the maximum dose I can take. I don't suffer any side effects at all and, having spent the last few years working hard to lose 3 stones, do not want to be put onto any other medication, as I understand they all have weight gain as a side effect. Gaining weight would definitely put me on a downward spiral!
I feel as if, while helping me, the medication 'holds me to ransom.' I know you'll know what I mean when I say that. I would like to have 'wriggle room', the ability to increase the Sertraline if I ever need to in the future.
So, I came up with a plan which would see a super-gradual taper down. I decided on a Monday, to take 150mg and after a 4 weeks, do that on a Tuesday too, until I was taking 150mg every day. Surely, I thought, a 7 month long process would mean I wouldn't notice?
4 weeks in I began to feel spaced out and pressure in my head. Also waves of nausea, although not actually sick. The ones I'm most scared of are losing the rag with people and having brain fog. Thankfully, I haven't experienced those.
If I hadn't reduced my medication and this had happened I'd just think I had a sickness bug, but because I have, I'm super aware of every little sensation. The fear of going on a downward spiral is terrifying.
I am going on holiday at the beginning of September so I've decided to put the doseage back up to 200mg and try reducing again when I come back. If I experience the same symptoms I will KNOW it's because of the medication reduction.
I just find it very difficult to believe that reducing by such a tiny amount can cause all this.
Appreciate your thoughts and experiences guys.
Thanks x