Hello,
i started dating my boyfriend a year ago and immediately knew i wanted to be with him for the rest of my life. However, a couple of months ago i started convincing myself he wasnt as into me as he once was. I have since talked to him about this and i know he truly loves me but i cant shake the anxious feeling! sometimes if we argue it leaves me feeling more anxious when often i have started it over something small. I then feel guilty and horrible as more often than not he hasn’t done anything wrong, or definitely not something worth falling out over. lockdown and covid have made my anxiety worse and i worried we would get bored of each other being stuck in the house 24/7, this hasnt happened and we are fine but i still feel anxious. All i used to do is get so excited about our future together and now it makes me feel more anxious than excited. This upsets me so much because he is amazing and I really want to be with him. I just cant figure out my source of anxiety? initially i was scared he’d got sick of me but now i know he hasnt what is it? Am i just scared of being heartbroken? How do i stop my anxiety taking over my life and ruining this relationship? Do i need time alone? Will it go away?! please help, any advice or insight as to what could be going on would be much appreciated? thank you!