Manchmal existiere ich zwischen der Angst zu leben und der Angst vor dem Tod. Zu viele Symptome und zu viele Probleme, alles in einem. Ich habe gelernt, dass Ärzte nicht für alles Heilungen haben. Sie können es benennen und sagen, was es ist, aber sie können nicht immer alles heilen. Dieses letzte Jahr war für mich hart. Ich hatte Augenprobleme, dann Ohrprobleme, Autoimmunprobleme, die diagnostiziert wurden, und natürlich die alten zuverlässigen Angstprobleme. Zu viel für ein Jahr für mich. Ich denke, der ständige Zustand des Sorgenmachens, der Angst und des ganzen Kreislaufs schwächt irgendwann das Immunsystem. Ich kann nicht einmal die Medikamente einnehmen. Grrr. Sie Konflikte mit dem, was ich sonst noch habe. Und ich sage Ihnen... ich kann meditieren, bis das Königreich kommt, ich habe trotzdem die diagnostizierten Probleme und Ohrgeräusche und Vibrationen und seltsame Ohrprobleme und Augenprobleme. Es ist einfach zum Kotzen. Ich lasse Dampf ab. Ich bin mir sicher, dass ich nicht der Einzige in diesem Boot bin, Leiden ist scheiße, Angst ist scheiße und ich möchte mich einfach gut fühlen und ich würde mich freuen, wenn mein Körper sich in jedem Bereich selbst erholen würde. Entschuldigung für das Jammern, es ist nur... Ich bin schon so müde.
I understand and feel your pain. I am exhausted. I am so scared of death, yet I want this constant worry and physical pain in my body to end and feel like giving up. It's a horrible thought process and for me it is constant at the moment.
I have major health anxiety and I feel that I have suffered every physical symptom under the sun. I am going to call the doc this morning because I have convinced myself that I have some sort of cervcal or uterine cancer with my symptoms.
It's a vicious circle. I hate it. It must her better. Can't possibly be like this my whole life. I won't allow it but it's so hard to get out of this rut.
You're not alone. I hope you've got a good support system around you and people are always on here to talk. Take care.
yes it does suck. i'll have a symptom at any given moment and i just shake my head out of disgust. it's so damn frustrating. only in retrospect do you realize the signs and symptoms progressing ever so slowly were there all along...from the beginning. now i'm caught in this loop. i currently suffer for GAD & OCD with the latter typically occuring with anxiety disorder. i've had every anxiety symptom just about...and i mean every to the point of being convinced and still being convinced suffering from a neurological disorder...down to the worst. i've noticed as time goes by i just don't care anymore, which might be blessing in disguise instead of panic throughout the day. anyway, i can empathize wih you. good luck. oh also, despite the nightmare of it all...i still have things i enjoy in life so don't give up. good luck!
Meine Sachen sind diagnostiziert. Ich lebe mit Angststörungen. Doppelt hart. Ich weiß nicht, wie die Leute manchmal auf anständige Weise existieren.
I have health anxiety too and I thought I got over worst of
It as all tests came back clear but now new symptoms have arisen and a feel myself worrying again am so fed up of being scared all the time am a mum of three girls and it's destroying my life... have you ever felt like your chest is crushing you this is my new symptom am getting chest pain and it's going into my back now convinced myself I have lung cancer or something as it makes me cough daily am fed up with this life it's like you exist but you don't live
Definitely am totally fed up with it to Lisa it's absolutely horrible and a don't know how to make it all stop.. every time
A think am getting a grip new symptoms come and am back to square one.. I feel when a do to my doctors now they just think she's a hyperchondriac and don't take me serious which makes
Me worse a think they're is gonna be something really wrong one day and they're not gonna help me in time... it's horrible state of mind to be in also about the weakenend immune your right about that my white blood cells went down when my anxiety was at its worst... now am suffering from heavy chest like something is crushing me and it's causing me to cough so I've got chest pain and back ache... I suffer from health anxiety it's just awful
Hi glad you got so many replies, I mean I hate to see so many people suffering with this horrible illness,but for me not thinking I was alone was awful, thought I was mad , that nobody was like me or as bad. Anxiety really does drive you crazy, I should have got help sooner but tried to hide it as I thought people would say pull yourself together. Nobody can understand unless you've suffered anxiety. The awful head racing, negative thoughts, heart racing, panic, and the muscle tension and tightness all over as I never relax. I have been there we're you just think you can't take anymore,, you have s good patch them the bad sets you back. After so many years I can still get down but know my doctor is helping, my family are helping, I have to push myself through the bad anxiety , it's such an awful feeling but I always get through , I know it won't kill me but can't describe to people how crappy it feels . So glad people are talking on here,reasurance helps so much, we're always here to support each other. ❤️
I am totally with you Heather. I have had those exact same symptoms. Back when I suffered my first panic attacks about 8 years ago. You literally feel like you are having a heart attack and because you realise you're not, you think, it must be something! I am honestly convinced I have something wrong with my cervical or ovary area! It could be my kidney stones playing up, causing the pains but I had vaginal bleeding randomly yesterday so of course, all my other symptoms are to do with that. I hate self diagnosing and worrying all the time.
I know what you mean, that feeling of existing but not living. That hits the nail on the head. Exactly!
Yeah it's such a horrible thing to suffer from... today I've been up and down it's like I'll keep buzy so a don't think to much but then I'll catch myself and over think and bring it back on it's like why does my Brain want to keep torturing me..well a suffer from inflammation from stomach lining but I had few months of relief am thinking it's that coming back as it radiates To my back and sometimes chest If the acid isn't under control.. a hope you feel
Better tho are they not able to help with the kidney stones