I took a very large overdose 6 weeks ago. I woke up in hospital two days later. Everything has exploded, everyone knows. I'm not in control any more. This isn't what I wanted. I've tried so hard since then but I've nothing left to fight with. I'm exhausted. I don't want to fight it any more, I want to give in to it.
Hey Lucy๐
Don't give in to your Depression. Your mind lies to you when you're depressed. Dont EVER give up. Keep fighting. Hold on everything WILL get better. You just need to get help for you. First is first. Find a therapist. They will help you. Your family needs you. Stay strong for them๐ช Don't let it get to you. Fight back by ignoring your thoughts and give yourself positive feedback. Affirmations. You DO have something to fight for. YOU, your family, your future happiness. ๐๐ You are strong. Keep going and don't hurt yourself. Life is short. Enjoy it with your family. Suicide will only pass the pain to someone else. Your family. Don't do it.
Get up and get going. I understand your pain and i emphatize. Have some professional advise and most importantly talk with god.. it helps. God bless you
The fact you're still here means you haven't fully given up. You came on here & that's a massive step. Best thing to do is take each day as it comes, don't worry about the future or what other people are thinking. The only person you need to look after & focus on is yourself, you deserve happiness & it will come - just keep going, little steps at a time.
You're never alone - theres millions of people out there feeling EXACTLY like you do - always here to talk if you need to
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