Scared of family dying

Mental health
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I don’t know what’s going on, I just keep getting horrible feelings and thoughts about everyone I love dying. I don’t know if this is some sort of anxiety??? It’s really horrible and ruining my life. 

I don’t want to be happy because I feel like something bad will happen or someone I love will just die. I lost my dad when I was 5, I don’t know if that has anything to do with it.

I’m just constantly sad because I think either my mum, little brothers, my boyfriend anyone will die. I don’t wanna keep thinking about this but it’s just really hard. I cannot explain it properly, I’m just so scared that something really bad is going to happen and someone I love will die. 

I am quite happy in my life right now but I don’t want to be because I just feel as if something bad is going to happen. 

Please someone tell me what they think, it’s really bothering me and it isn’t nice at all sad 

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I habe had that than six month later my dad died ... And another time I had a feeling a friend would get a terminal illness six month later bam he got sick but yes anxiety will play tricks on our way of thinking

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But now I try not to think of anyone in a bad way

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Omg I don't miss that! Yes absolutely apart of anxiety!...... if u look at it in a positive way it's a reminder to spend all the time u can with your family that's how I deal with that 

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Yeah I'm exactly the same..I lost my mum at 10. So not if it has anything to with it like u say.

I was on holiday few months back. And thought about my dad not being here and that was me..ruined my holiday couldn't eat and anxiety for rest of week. I think we have to think about the here and now.

Hope you feel bit better soon x