hello everyone my name is stephanie i came up from a rough child hood i had my children young..after so much stuff in my life i guess you can say im lived with trauma sort of...well honestly idk ..all i do know is i wake up everyday like im fighting a battle..im angry most of the time with my husband i cry all the time over the smallest things..i worry some and i think i have anxiety!.which makes it worse..i worry so much about things and people that hurts...seems like im never satisfied im never HAPPY BASICALLY I HOPE IM NOT THE ONLY ONE TO FEEL ALL TYPES OF FEELINGS AT ONCE AND FIGHTING THAT BATTLE EVERYDAY
Of course you are not alone. I strongly recommend you talk to a counselor to help sort out why you are feeling each of those feelings so that you can decide which things need to be fixed to be happy. Everyone here just wants the others on the forum to be happy but it's a process that I hope you are willing to start.
Bless you Stephanie
you sound very poorly. Are you currently being treated for anxiety and depression? If not you really need to get an appointment with your doctor. If you are it may be that the doctor needs to review your meds.
You mentioned a lot of symptoms suggesting you are suffering with depression and anxiety and it'so important that you get the help ASAP. (Counselling and maybe medication) and explain to your husband how you are feeling and ask him not to take anything you say in anger personally and that you are going to get some help via your doctor xx
Don't leave it. ...its time for you to get better
God bless
i dont have a primary doctor because i cant afford one rn...i do believe i want to get better but my question is how can i go about starting the proccess with no help there...my husband is the sweetest he understand but i stress him out as well and he tries not to tell me he does i just know...thank you guys for your response means alot
where do you live Stephanie? Even in countries that don't have a health service there are still free clinics and charities you can go to. I recommened you google the free help avaliable local to you because you can't stay in the current state you're in you need to start getting better and having a supportive husband through your treatment will make the world of difference :-) x
Worrying won't stop the bad things from happening
it just stops you from enjoying the good
worrying doesn't change anything it messed your mind and steals your happiness and peace
try to be more positive
beign happy doesn't mean life is perfect
it means you decided to look beyond imperfections
I really hope you get better!!!