self harming again

I self harmed again. Everything is getting to me again and I had to do it :'( I need help but I don't know what to do everything is getting on top of me and I don't have no one to discuss it with and nobody understands

hi there sory to see you are self harming is there no one close by that can give you support ! have you tried phoning samaritans for help ! are you taking any medication for how you feel ? david

I told my partner about it but he just comforted me but I feel like I can't talk to nobody about things. I dint want to bore people and I get scared of ringing Samaritans because I dint want my partner brother to listen in or he'll take the Mickey out of me. I have a prescription to pick up but I can't afford it as I haven't been paid yet 

hi ther its a shame your partners brothers such a jerk ! you should not  still try and talk to some one like the samaritians if you get a chance to they were great when i need tham ad they wont judge you but will try and support you if they can 

! have you had a word with your partner about the way his brother treats you !  please get some help and its good to talk to those close to you and let them know how your feeling ! dont you get paid till the end of the month then ! david

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I know exactly how this feels but harming yourself wont help you to feel better. I do the same thing with food. If i have a bad day with my depression i dont eat as its the only thing i feel i can control. If you see a doctor they can help you and offer you advice. I know it can be scary but it can really help. Iv felt for a long time that no one understands and cares but when i actually looked around clearly i could see so many people that care about me and are worried about me. I know it can be difficult to talk to people but once they know you need help they will care more than you realise.