it started 3 years back when i was undergoing my hotel management internship where i used my left hand a lot to wipe plates in my entire shift.One random day i felt a sudden discomfort in my left chest.I had tightness,itchiness and discomfort which is exactly not a physical pain twice or thrice in a week.for around 2 years i took it casually .When it begun to irritate me a lot i went to a local hospital where the doctor said it was just a muscular pain and there is nothing related with cardiac then i felt very happy.Soon after i moved overseas as a student where i continuously started to feel the same kind of discomfort which is now slightly increased and happens almost 5 days in a week and makes me annoyed day by day.I cry to myself and bother my partner 1000 times a day talking about my discomfort in left side chest.As i got worried may be it could be a sign of a heart attack i decided to consult a GP,and i did ECG which was absolute normal additionally i did CORONARY ARTERIES CT SCAN and Ultra sound as well but the reports says everything is fine.The Cardiologist said there is nothing that will kill me and suggested me it could be muscular pain.Then suddenly the pain stopped for about 2-3 weeks for which i could blame my psychology or a cycle of my pain.I started going Gym but the discomfort is still me.
I exactly feel like itching behind the nipple,tightness,heaviness,tingling which moves till exactly back of the chest and sometimes i feel like there is stretching pain in neck just above the shoulder and my finger goes slightly numb.I started thinking about this maybe 1000 times a day because there is something going inside -I am sure this is not my psychology as i can feel it.As i started to google it down and every left side pain if googled tells about heart attack-I know these all facts but i could not help myself from getting ANXIETY.Now i have anxiety as well. I think about my left side chest irritation,heaviness and tightness all day which gives me time to feel my heartbeat or may be it is a real palpitation.One day suddenly a slight muscle stretch and strike lead me to think more and more which resulted in palpitation when i started to think about my palpitation i assumed it as heart attack then i started walking on the streets with just a plain tees even i now i will get a chest pain if i stay in cold.eventually the palpitation started rising-i started to think ' NO! NO ! NO! i cant get a heart attack then the condition worsened as my heart beat rate increased then i started to worry and slight dizziness but still i am fighting inside me convincing me that i will be okay, but i thought of calling someone for Ambulance but i felt embarrassed alongside high heart beat and i diverted my mind for 40 ins calling my friend.
These are s****y thing happening to me, Maybe it is just a muscle pain,spasm,angina or i do not know what this s**t is. Please any suggestion would be highly appreciated,