Yes it was me with the Rash, I'm dealing with that with cream.
Sounds like you've had a rough time over the years.
But we must have strenghth in us to ask for help.
I spent 6 month looking up my symptoms and I had everything
going. I was on medication for acid reflux and anxiety made that worse, my bp was all over the place I was crying all the time.
I was seeing my GP every other week because I couldn't get to
bottom of all my symptoms. And i was feeling so poorly He basically gave up in the end.
I took myself off the lansoprosole and beta blockers which he
Gave me to slow my rapid heart beat down, which then was making me faint because my bp went to low.
With a clean slate off medication after a few weeks went back
saw a very understanding lady doctor, did a load of test, some
came back borderline, I broke down and said I needed help
She asked me questions and suggested going on medication
for anxiety and depression. I think the build up of stress over the years have caught up with me, my partner dieing of cancer at 54.
Mum dieing suddenly at 60, dad having a heart attack at 60 then a stroke at 65, both my boys at a year apart was in hospital with
Collapsed lungs. I have a very loving understanding partner in my
life and I feel lucky I have him. I just want to enjoy our future
together without feeling yuk. This forum and yourself have been
a great help. Thank you xx