Hey guys im very new to this but im reaching a point where im feeling quite desperate. Im a 22yo male and for my entire life i have suffered bouts of anxiety and mild depression, but for the past two years i have been in absolute fear and panic. My anxiety and panic attacks stem mostly from the symptoms i get from my anxiety which leads me to be in this never ending cycle and fear about having MS (multiple sclerosis.) I get extreme heavieness and weakness on the right side of my body as well as random hot sensations on my right leg and foot. Which as of right now are my two main worries. I have been off and on medications for the past year and a half (10mg of escitalopram). I also get several other symptoms like jittering eyes as if everything i see is moving very quickly back and fourth, feeling off balance when walking, trouble swallowing, and so many more. I have been seeing a doctor for this past year or so but he keeps writing it off as just anxiety. Which after an appointment i feel better for, we’ll say a couple hours and then its straight back to panic. He also Refuses to refer me to a neurologist or get me some sort of test like an MRI as I know that’s really one of the only true ways to tell or diagnose MS. I do deep down know that i have an anxiety disorder but i cant help but think with all these horrible sensations and thoughts that they are missing it and its ruining my life. Its so hard to go to work as i have to call in multiple times a week, i cant eat or hold down food, its causing issues with relationships in my life and i just cannot function.
I guess this was more of a rant for me but i was just wondering if anyone else has had or is going through the same or close to the same situation as me or any advice would be awesome. Thank you