I did all the bowel prep and everything was cleared out really well. I arrived at the hospital for my appointment time and requested IV sedation. The nurse tried twice but couldn't site my cannula. She joked to another nurse that I'd left my veins at home. I'd already told her that I found needles quite stressful. She eventually gave up poking me and said the consultant would do it in the operating room.
The consultant tried three times unsuccessfully to site it. He said it was because my hands were too cold and rubbed them to warm them up. He was not communicative at all when inserting the cannula each time, no warning when it was going in even though I was clearly getting distressed, no reassurance. Eventually he got it in place but didn't tell me, just walked off and left the nurse to tape it in place. He came back and put two injections into the cannula which was painful. He said that it was not actually in the right place and that both injections had gone into the muscle and not the vein. He managed to get another cannula into my inner elbow and then had a discussion with the nurse about whether his next patient had arrived yet due to it having taken so long.
He did the injections again and this time they went into the vein and then he started the procedure immediately, no discussion, no warning that he was going to begin. I don't know how long you are supposed to give the sedation to work but I started to feel discomfort in my belly almost immediately. I must have made some noises like I was in pain and he asked me if I wanted to stop. I said 'yes' because I wanted a moment to rest, or to see if he could offer me anything else, such as additional sedation, pain relief or gas and air. I was told by the nurse that I'd be allowed gas and air in addition but I wasn't offered any.
Anyway, he took the endoscope straight out and told me that I would have to come back and have it done under GA and to wait for the consultant to contact me.
I'm quite upset after going through the bowel prep and over half an hour of trying to site the cannula that he just ended it like that, no attempt to give me a rest or make me more comfortable before continuing. I had no support from the nurse in the room, I'm not even sure where she was, standing somewhere behind me I think.
The discharge summary says that I was given 3mg of sedative. Could he not have offered me some more?
It also says that I was given Entonox but I wasn't.
I feel like he just rushed me out the door, perhaps because it was Sunday and he didn't want to work? Perhaps because the IV had taken so long to place? Perhaps because the next patient was waiting by that stage? Either way, I am really disappointed and upset that the procedure couldn't happen. I feel that I could have got through it with a bit more care and support.
Strangely, I can remember the whole procedure but I can't remember getting dressed or getting home afterwards (my partner drove me!) so it leads me to feel that the sedation took effect at the wrong time.
So, I don't know if it's worth complaining or not.
Thanks for any advice. I hope all that made sense.