Hi all,
Thank you for any advice or help you can give me, i’m sorry it’s a long one but I need to tell the full story.
I’m 27 years old, from the age of 18 iv’e been working out, mostly light bodybuilding into my 20s. Ever since I can really recall iv’e always had a little click and a slight twinge on my right shoulder in certain positions. It was very rare that it happened so never really bothered me.
Around 2-3 years ago I started to develop some pain when doing bench press and shoulder work, this could usually be alleviated by performing some stretches etc, however the problem got worse. It started to hurt when I did back or pulling exercises and bench press/shoulder work became unbearable. I continued on thinking perhaps I just injured myself so i restricted my workout to just arm curls and press ups etc.
The problem did not go away and it got to the point where I couldn’t do any exercises on my right arm, no weight whatsoever. Even holding a shopping bag brought on a dull pain. It’s hard to describe the location but id say it radiated from the inside of my shoulder near the top.
When i place my fingers on my shoulder and push up I can feel clicking and cracking like rubbing 2 grisly bones together.
After a year or so of hoping it would get better I started seeing a chiropractor around 6 months ago, iv’e had many sessions and initially he told me i tore my AC ligament in my shoulder, seemed quite plausible at the time and i continued on with treatment. He advised I shouldn’t do any gym work so i haven’t done anything for over 6 months.
The problem is that nothing has changed. I don’t really get much pain in the day time unless i use the shoulder or arm (I used to get pain all the time) however I feel like this is only because i’m not aggravating the injury.
I’m at a total loss and i’m so depressed now, I used to be in such good shape and now even running hurts my shoulder as my arms move during my run, i’m so sick of it and i’m at the end of the line. Every day I look at myself and see my body deteriorating, my shoulder is so weak and i’m in my 20s I hate it so much.
When i used to walk to and from the gym I always had my bag on my right shoulder, my right shoulder sits a little lower and forward compared to my left and the shoulder blade doesn’t stick out on my right as much as my left.
I’m convinced that the chiro must be wrong and I need surgery, I don’t know what to do. Should I visit a doctor and demand surgery and tell him of my story? Or should I just keep hoping something will change.
Thank you for any response I receive.