sick of life

General health and lifestyle
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Hello,

writing on here as can't really talk to nobody about my problem.

Being kicked out of my rented room as i am a danger to other residents as i am drunk all the time. I thought this was out of order but last night i left the oven on... i could of killed everyone in the house apparently.

I would like to just disappear, suicide seems a bit drastic. But i have some money. I would like to get on a train to timbuktu and never return. 

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I've heard that Timbuktu is a bit hot at this time of year, it's also a bit passé, it was all the rage in the '70s.

I hear Mogadishu is still quite lively and has plenty going on.

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Hi Tre - glad to see you back with us.

If you have some money, find another place to live.

See your doctor and ask for help with your alcohol problem. I know sometimes doctors aren't very helpful........but you might strike lucky.

Please don't commit suicide. Call a Crisis Line/Samaritans who will listen to you.

Go to AA. It's a start - even if you don't like the meetings, you'll find others there who will have suggestions which will certainly help you.

Keep posting, tre. We were wondering where you'd gone.

love Tess xx

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My heart BROKE when I read this.

This is what the f*CKIN...Alcohol does.....destroys everything!  It is NOT YOU Tre...it is a condition ad a sh*tty one at that!

You have to keep going...like me.

I also am "sick of life" but don't want to commit suicide so with that said...we have to find a way to continue...and trust me, you are NOT ALONE in your feelings.

I cry everyday....practically every hour, I pace because my brain won't stop telling me how much I ruined my life....my family....my career.....

I'm desperate for therapy but don't have the motivation to call the therapist for an appointment.

Kicked out? Is there a way of convincing the landlord that you need another chance?  Or is it time to move on from that place?  

Where are you now?  Life S*CKS sometimes and this is one of those times for you....things can only get better right?  

I have to keep telling myself to live ONE HOUR at a time....and to TRY and appreciate that "breath" was given to me this morning.

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ha ha. do you know any hostels in mogadishu??

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Dear true. Don't give up. Will pm you before message disappears xxxxx

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Can someone remind me how to email to this site please x

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,just disappears-X a problem occurred with this page 

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I'm sure there is a YMCA.

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Write an ordinary email then cut and paste it on here. xxxx

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Whats going on with you?  Anything better today?

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Bloody hell - u guys floor me with ur honesty.

G.

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Hey, tre - how're you doing - or have you gone to Mogadishu, as suggested by RHGB?

Let us know if we can help!

Love Tess xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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hi all.

Still here. Mogadishu is miles away and I don't have a passport.

thank you all for your kindness. feel better today. Have talked to people at work and feel less alone now x

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I'm really glad to read this, Tre.

Remember we're here when you need us.

love Tess x

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I'm glad to read this too!

Keep your chin up.

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Any update?

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Yes, tre, I think we'd like to keep supporting you and woud like to know how you're doing now?

Whatever it is, we're all addicts here and we can help you put things into perspective.

love Tess xxx

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Your support to tre is so warming.  Just lovely.

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You too tess - it is such a sensitive and caring forum this one.  I am so glad I came across it.  Compassion and understanding with no judgement is the best help.